What a treat for TobyMac to call as he was finishing up his
new record. We didn’t have a lot of time when the phone
rang, but we’re really grateful for a few minutes with the
Mac Attack who talked about his new single, Made to Love,
his work with Rebecca St. James, and his upcoming Winter
WonderSlam tour which includes two new artists from his
record label – Gotee Records – that he formed with partner
Joey Ellwood. Here’s most of the conversation…
I
can’t get Made
to Love out of my mind. When did it come into your
mind?
I originally had the idea for the Diverse City record
but it just didn’t work, it just wasn’t right, and I said
I’m not gonna let this song go, I’m going to be a good
steward with this song and I’m not gonna release it until I
know it’s real and it’s something that actually has a shot
at touching people’s lives if God chooses to do that with
the song.
I wouldn’t quite tell this story on the air but it’s kinda
funny, but Tait heard a bit of it and knew I didn’t put it
on Diverse City and he wanted to put it on his record
and I said I’m sorry, that one is too dear to me.
But as for the song, I just get caught up in what I need to
do with everything that’s going on around me. And a lot of
times I forget why I’m here, why we’re all here, and what
we’re made for. When I wake up, I usually spend some quiet
time lying down and praying, just quiet time with God, and
He made it very clear to me that not only are we made to
love Him, but He is there to love us.
The new album’s going to be
called
Portable Sounds?
You
know, I’m a freak when it comes to processing and stuff. I
called the label yesterday with a new title and they told me
I couldn’t change it now (laughs).
It’s gotta
be tough because
Diverse City
was such a powerful theme and
title.
Yeah, and the thing I was going to call it does too; it was
going to be called Hope Road. Several times I talk
about this place called Hope Road on my record and I
thought that’s a little more in the scene than Portable
Sounds.
The
whole Portable Sounds theory comes down to the same
message as Made to Love; it’s almost like my life.
So many people live so caught up in the Lord in day to day
life. But for me, in between recording and being on the
road and having a family of five kids, you know. I just
tend to need something to remind me, so the whole
Portable Sounds came as I was thinking about how music
can go with you anywhere nowadays with Nano’s and iPods and
shuffles, and I was thinking I have these portable sounds to
lift me up, portable sounds to take me higher. And I was
thinking the music that I’m making, if you can take it with
you, if it’s a reminder of God’s love no matter what storm
you’re in, no matter what the world’s serving up at you,
music can’t save anybody, of course, only God can, but you
can be reminded of His love. So it’s like in a world of
craziness, music can be a refuge - ultimately God is the
refuge - but this music can remind you of His love.
One of
the things I love about your first single is it’s a reminder
of what we need to be
reminded of.
Exactly. I love that. It’s like one time Peter Furler told
me something I thought was quite interesting, I enjoyed it.
He said that he was in a really raw place in his life and he
didn’t pray for a desire to be with God, he prayed for the
desire to desire to be with God, which I thought was a
different look altogether. I mean you’re even one step
further than you think you are which sometimes we need to be
reminded of.
It’s like one step closer, or a deeper step. Last time we
talked you had mentioned that people need to be fed. And I
think we need, I know I need these reminders. When I
listened to the song I thought what do I need to do to get
closer because you’re right, with everything that’s going on
out there, it’s so easy to be pulled away, even when our
intentions are pure.
Yeah, or just caught up, caught up in something that might
be a very good thing but it sort of begins to replace that
living and walking in constant prayer with the Holy Spirit
and looking at which is supposed to come next and which door
opens up and you know, we might be doing a very good thing.
I might be out there taking care of something for my kid’s
school or something like that, but the fact is I might even
be so caught up in that, that I might be replacing what God
should be doing in my life.
Let’s talk about your part of Thank You
with Rebecca.
I enjoyed doing it. I thought it was just really cool, sort
of a minimalistic track with a nice groove. I listened to
the chorus and I thought it was great to be a part of it.
How did that work, did she send you
the chorus and she was open for you doing your part?
Yeah, she sent me an mp3 of the track with the chorus and
asked if there was anything I felt that I could do. I’ve
always respected Rebecca. We’ve never toured together,
we’ve never done really much of anything together
specifically but she’s someone who I’ve always respected her
principles and her family and the way she runs her camp.
They seem like people who are really passionate about Christ
and aren’t doing it the way the industry typically does it
because they’ve chosen to go a different route as far as how
they tour. Everything they do, I believe, reflects Christ.
For me, I love the song, but more importantly, I desire to
do something with someone I respect and I thought that she
is all about the right thing.
The last time she was in town, I sat in on a pre-show
meeting with several members of the church hosting the
concert. As you know she does an alter call and her father
wanted to speak to the members of the church staff who would
be talking to the people who had just accepted Christ in
their life. Her father spoke on how this was the most
important part of the night and as he looked everyone in the
eye and asked for their commitment, his eyes were watering.
And I‘m thinking, he does this every night and he’s still so
emotional and passionate and real about this. He’s truly on
fire for this moment in the night.
There’s definitely something special about what they do and
that’s the main reason why I wanted to be on this. I was
writing for my record then so it wasn’t the appropriate
time, but I definitely thought that God opened this door
with someone I’ve always watched and felt was really
pursuing Him and I said I’m going to make time for this.
I love
how the lyrics came right from Psalm 138:1 in the Message,
‘Thank you! Everything in me says, “Thank you!”’ And
especially poignant are your lyrics:
‘Cause
You’re the mystery that put a fix on me
I am just
some dude with a checkered little history
Deep in
the eye of my hurricane
But You’re
the blood pumping through my veins.
That came pretty quickly. I spent some time listening to
the track several times and listening to the heart of the
song and just put my little extent on it.
Let’s go back to the chorus of Made to
Love, because it’s just so beautiful and I might be wrong
about this but it seems like the most passionate worship
song you’ve ever written.
I think so, I think so. I think Burn For You
definitely probably wasn’t a worship song exactly, I feel
revived again, I am alive again, burning for you, you got melifted up, yeah. Stepping away form dctalk for a
second, the burn for you, revivedagain thing
is definitely one of our more passionate songs, but I think
this is truly a worship song especially when it gets to the
chorus. Without a doubt it’s probably my most passionate
sort of crying out.
I didn’t come up in worship music; I grew up in a
fundamental Baptist church. We sang hymns every Sunday
so people beginning to sing a chorus together and worship
when people have their arms in the air, their hands in the
air, it can be real passionate. For lack of a better term –
Holy, Holy - you’re there, it’s you and God and you’re
worshipping Him and He’s before you. It’s not something I
came up in but it’s something that I sure have learned about
in the last ten years and my heart has gone from thinking
that’s kind of strange to that’s a place I’d like to be.
When you sit down and write a
chorus like that, because I know your mind just races with
the passion of so many things you’re involved in, but when
you have a moment like that Toby, when you can really focus
on how we were made to love Him and to find Him and we were
made just for Him, does that take you to a place or a moment
when you feel you’re so in tune with the Holy Spirit that
you know the connection is as close as you can be?
Yeah, I feel like, when I’m in the studio singing that my
eyes are definitely closed and I feel like I’m locking into
what my life is all about. You just don’t live that way
normally, you want to, but you’re not privileged enough to
live that way all the time. I know there are people that
do, probably, but it’s not that easy for me and I’ll be
vulnerable enough to tell you that, but in that moment when
those words are coming from your lips and you know you
finally are locked in, I can’t say it any better than you’re
truly locked into, you know, you’re locked into your heart,
everything, you’re sure that you’re locked into what you
know your life is supposed to be about. It’s one of those
rare moments that you recognize the authority of Christ in
your life and you recognize the need that you have for that.
Let’s talk about Winter WonderSlam,
great lineup. Ayiesha Woods is terrific as well. Is it
true you discovered her when you heard her on the radio in
Jamaica?
Yeah, I was in Jamaica doing an interview at a radio station
and I heard her and said, ‘who is that, is she from here?’
and they said, ‘no, but she comes here often, she’s from
Orlando.’ So when I got home after Christmas, our family
goes to Jamaica for Christmas, and immediately I called the
numbers on the back of her CD to try to get a hold of her
because I thought she was a great writer.
It ends up that she left Orlando with her family, her
father’s a pastor and they went to Dallas, so Joey Ellwood
and I ended up at her house with her parents and her and her
brother in a room above their garage, she’s sitting at this
little keyboard and what started out as ‘play a couple songs
for us,’ ended up being a two-hour time of worship. So it
felt right to me, everything about it, her heart, the sound
that she has being different from the typical Christian
music sound, her being African American, and my calling to
bring diversity into our industry, it all worked out and I’m
hoping it takes off. Her first single is shooting up the
charts fairly quickly right now.
And she’s one of the few Gotee artists where you actually
make an appearance on the record.
Yeah, I
don’t get to do that quite often but I did on that one.
Again, that was something where I came in, we were listening
to the song and she said it would be great to hear TobyMac
on this one and I’m like hey, I’d be honored to be on that
song, that song moves me already.
And the
other guys on the tour, how cool it must be that you get to
pick out four acts to play with you for a month when you
tour the country.
There’s
something that connects me with every act on the tour, it’s
not just haphazard. Those four acts are acts that cross my
path in different ways and for different reasons but they’re
acts that flex a diversity of Christian music and they’re
serious about what they do. They’re passionate, they love
the Lord, but also, there’s something that ties us
together. Obviously it’s music and God and Christ, but all
those bands have very pop accessible melodies and in their
own way they deliver something that anybody out there can
sing. All these bands sort of fit into that hit radio kind
of format.
I think
Hawk Nelson and The Afters are great pop bands.
Yeah,
absolutely, and Family Force 5 are definitely edgier without
a doubt, and get a little crazy on stage, but the melodies
are there.